Thursday, May 27, 2010

Book Review: "The Kite Runner" - Khalid Hosseini



Like I said in my previous review, Khalid Hosseini is an amazing narrator! He really knows how to get your emotions running. Like his other books, he pulls on every string in your heart. And like his other book, this one is also a roller-coaster of emotions. There were a few parts in the book that had me really holding back my tears.

But because I read "A Thousand Splendid Suns" first, I can't help but compare it to that one. Even though that one came after "The Kite Runner". People said that "The Kite Runner" is his best work and his best story but I can clearly say that "A Thousand Splendid Suns" was better than this. The story is very well written but half way through the book I was waiting when the actual story was going to start. It seemed a little too slow for me at the start. And strangely, the most important event in the book, the thing that happens to Hassan, seemed the least moving to me. Does that make me bad person?

The book gave me a view into the whole anti-Hazara feel that Afghanistan has which was sort of an eye-opener, considering how until now I'd always thought them to be the actual Afghanis. Basically, thats because they were the only ones I had met at the Ruz-Bukhari restaurants back in Saudi Arabia.

I wonder why this book got so much publicity? I remember it being all over the media at the time when Umreeka (USA) had invaded Afghanistan. I guess it was one of those books the American media was pushing so that people thought what they were doing in Afghanistan was somewhat...divine.

This book was a good read. Khalid Hosseini is a good narrator, no matter how lame the story is. He really knows how to catch the attention of the reader. The story didn't seem as intriguing as "A Thousand Splendid Suns" but it still was a good narration of the adventure Amir and Hassan go through, and the life of Afghani social life when Afghanistan wasn't so broken.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Review: "A Thousand Splendid Suns" - Khaled Hosseini


I'm not really a bookworm and I don't really like reading books. Well, that's not entirely true because I do like reading books. Its just that I never have either the time or the patience to read through a book. Novels are one thing that I'd always had a slight bias against. I don't know if its a self-bias or one caused by someone else saying something about them, like my father or some other elderly person telling me how novels are a waste of time and how I should be reading something more important. Well, I'll never know. Its sort of subconscious thing now. I have read a few novels, enough that you could count on your fingers, but the fact is that I have.

Recently, I found this book lying around in my house. I had heard how big "The Kite Runner" had been and was recommended to by my friend's girlfriend who had mentioned it to be her favorite book ever. One that was soooo dear to her that she gave it to my friend as her first gift in their relationship. Now this puzzled me and I had to find out how good Khaled Hosseini is. And because I had so much time while on my new job, I had to pass time doing something and I thought a book would be a good way as I need to work on my reading and writing skills. So I got this book and I started off.

Khaled Hosseini has a strange way of writing. His writing style reminds me of those Urdu passages I used to read in school. How the narration was very poetic even though they were just narrating a story. How they used examples that they had talked about previously in the story. Khaled Hosseini uses that same style of writing in this book by Urdu poets as well. I say "poets" because I saw that it was usually poets who also used to write stories we used to study in school. He uses a lot of Pashtun words in the books which I strangely knew meant. Basically, because Urdu uses some of the same words Pashtun uses. I've got a strange story about Pashtun and Urdu that happened while I was in Saudi Arabia, but thats for another time. There are times where the author just literally translates some lines into English, which I think was a great way to get across what the Afghani people actually say and their particular use of such words. Which is mostly seen when they curse, but then again, you get to see the true person when they're cursing, don't you?

I loved the way he takes the book through the eyes of the two main characters, Mariam and Laila. He starts with the story of one character, then the other. And there's a part where its a single scene and he narrates it through the eyes of one character in one chapter and then in the next chapter it goes over to the other persons eyes and then he tells it from her perspective. Great narration style. At that particular point, he had me on the edge.

But the thing that really had me on was the very, very grim picture he painted of Afghanistan. The war-torn land of Afghanistan. Living through wave after wave of conquerors, trying to take over the land. First the Soviets, then the Warlords, then the Taliban, then the Americans. He's written very well the emotions that go through people at the time of war, but of course, at times they seem very fictitious as well. If there's a word to describe this book clearly, it would be "gut-wrenching". Seriously, at times I was so disgusted to what was going on that it had my stomach in knots. This book is so sad that at times you're like "how can anyone even come out of this kind of stuff normally?". Its that disgusting.

People had told me conspiracy theories about Khaled Hosseini and why his book Kite Runner had become so famous. How the Americans needed his book to be able to push forward their agenda of going into Afghanistan to "liberate" the people there. And how their war was like the cleansing of the land, to bring order and save the people of Afghanistan (which we've found wasn't the truth at all for the war). But yes, you have to admit how strangely, the book ends with everything getting better for the main character once the Americans arrived. But then again, they're just conspiracy theories and can't really be trusted.

Overall this book was amazing to read. The narration style is great with his very poetic Urdu style of narration. The picture of Afghanistan is slightly accurate to how Afghani families are (I say "slightly" because I have never been with an Afghani family, just observed one or two while I was in Saudi Arabia, so I don't really know). At times he had me on the edge as to how much more atrocities the main characters could endure. But at times its just gets too much and you can't really believe that things could get THAT bad. It just loses touch with reality at some points. Its like a sob-story after a sob-story. Like some communist story of the poor man enduring tragedies after tragedies with no end in sight (slightly sadistic, if you ask me). But again, its a good read and I recommend it.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Say what?

Have you ever had a conversation where you couldn't or didn't say anything because you kept thinking about the impact and/or consequences anything you say could have? Well, I've been going through that dilemma for a very long time now. This has sort of turned me away from interacting with anyone at all. I've become slightly paranoid. This kinda reminds me of a line from the movie "The Last Samurai", when that Japanese kid comes to Tom Cruise, when he's losing every fight with that other samurai, and says, "too many minds". Thats exactly what's happening to me. I have so many things going through my head when I'm talking to a person that I don't have the mental capacity to think of the conversation I'm having at the moment. Which in turn leads me to run out of things to say.


I still don't know what this type of disorder is called. I guess, I haven't come by this in my medical textbooks yet.

I swear, I tried so hard not to turn this into just another "emo" -blog but then again, I thought that writing about my emotional spasms is necessary 'cause its the product (as well as the essence) of all the things that are going through your mind. I'd say that its essential in psychotic studies, but thats just me. So here I am recording my delusional thoughts in an attempt to understand my own thinking. Haven't got too far, I'll tell you that.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Gears Of Tears

Well, as most of the world has heard, Gears Of War 3 is under development and set to release in 2011. Like the millions of people who saw the trailer to Gears Of War 3, I wept like a little girl after watching it. Not because it was bad, but because it so goddamn touching! The main reason for the touchiness is the OST in the trailer, "Sun Kil Moon - Heron Blue". The trailer gave me the same feeling I got from the trailer to The Last Guardian, the 2nd sequel to Ico. And even in that trailer, it was the music that completely had me.



I've noticed in these few trailers that I saw recently, like Gears Of War 3, The Last Guardian, Crysis 2, inFAMOUS, Fallout 3. All these trailers have some amazing music which gave a very grim undertone to the entire trailer, no matter what was going on in the trailer. Whether its a story between a small boy and his giant chicken-cat animal, an insane battle between The Locust and The Gears, or a guy using his electrical powers to fight and run in a city, this melancholic music sort of gives it a strange clarity regardless of the choas on screen. Although, I'm sensing a pattern here and I'm afraid that this might turn into a tried-and-tested formula which will turn into a cliche. Oh well, I can only hope something like this doesnt happen. And you know what? These trailers just stand in testament how important music is to any visual medium to emotionally stir your senses and be able to send so many messages in a short span of 1 or 2 minutes.

Another update, I've been playing the Xbox 360 alot nowadays and have played quite a number of games in the past month. Hmmm... lemme see, Bioshock 2, Assassin's Creed, Fallout 3, Bayonetta, Gears Of War, and Gears Of War 2 being the most recent I've played. I gotta tell you, after watching the GoW3 trailer and playing GoW2, Epic is focusing on Dominic's story more than Fenix's story. Which is ok by me. Coz Dominic has that whole emotional-thing going on with him. And lest I forget to mention, the bromance between Dom and Marcus. (Oh man, how gay!) Oh well, I'm glad they didnt give the mushiness to Fenix and gave to the next most important character in the game, Dom. Although, Dom's story and the whole "Max Payne"-thing he's got going is quite intruiging, I'm left wondering why they havent given alot of info on Fenix's story. All I know at the moment is that his Dad is part of something related to the Locust and the Gears. Adam Fenix (Marcus Fenix's dad), was some sort of a leader for the humans and has some strange thing to say at the end of GoW2... whatever, I'm completely confused with Marcus and his dad's story. Even though Epic tired to make GoW2 more epic (no pun intended) and longer they sort of stretched it for no reason. Even though GoW1 was very short, I thought it had some very memorable events for example when we met the Beserker, the gas station and the Kryll, when we meet Alpha Team for the first time, the fight with the Theron Guards at the imulsion rig, Carmine's death, RAMM. Even the handling seemed better in GoW1 to GoW2 even though GoW1's handling was very tight, but it had a whole different feel to than any other game. Now in GoW2, it just feels like any other game out in the market. That grey visual of GoW1 is what made it stand out in my opinion. It sort of gave it that dry and grim undertone that war has. GoW2 was too colorful and had lost the feel of war. So what if everything was exploding or burning? It still didnt feel like war. I hope they'll be able to bring that grim, uncolorful feel of war into the new one. 

Epic has got a good thing going here and I think this is the perfect time to say how much I freakin' love Cliff Blezinski! That dude has been like my icon since 1998. He's the only guy in the game industry who doesnt have to be a master of something, instead he does a better job being a Jack Of All Trades than any other game-designer. His vision of game-design is absolutely what any game-designer should have and is also the closest to my idea of design. I know I'm going all gay on CliffyB but you gotta admit, the dude's got talent!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

With Brush In Hand

Here's a general rant. I just bought a new toothbrush. Its by a company which seems to sell the most amount of toothbrushes here in India (no real statistic used, just a general observation) called Oral-B. Don't worry, I'll attach an image of it below. Now to my rant. Why are there so many things on my toothbrush?! I mean, its unbelievable! Just look at it! There are 5 sets of bristles on it, with each set having a different angle. All the sets are made of some sort of fiber that I'm not familiar with but... one set is made of rubber! At the back of the head of the toothbrush, its supposed to be a tongue cleaner with strange spiral groves, very psychedelic.

I gave into the whole "if it does so many things, then it might actually be good" or in other words the "more is better" deal. But come on, its doing way too much. I'm sure if I look hard enough it can even do my taxes for me or some genetic research. I'm also sure that, on a subconscious level, I bought it just because it looked pretty.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Alice In Darklands


Alice In Wonderland has always been an obsession for people in the media arts basically because of the beautiful and artistic world called Wonderland that Lewis Carroll had imagined. Now even though Wonderland is a one of the most artistic places ever imagined and Alice's adventure being one of the greatest adventures ever written in the literary arts, I've never been able to imagine why Alice In Wonderland has always been inclined to the darker side. I've never actually read Alice In Wonderland (and I hope to read it soon), but the first time I came in contact with Alice's adventure when a game called American McGee's Alice came out in 2000. Now this game is one of the most twisted games that I have ever played and American McGee (the person responsible for the design of this game) has said that this game is how he actually looked at the world of Wonderland and a lot of people applauded it actually agreed to his perspective of the book saying that the underlining feel of the book was actually as dark as American McGee had portrayed in his game.

The main reason why I chose to write this article is because of the airing of "Alice" on The Syfy Channel and the 2010 movie release of Tim Burton's take on "Alice In Wonderland". There's so much hype created at the moment about Alice In Wonderland and everybody has been cashing in on the hype. I know this isn't the time to bash Tim Burton but there's something about him that I don't like. No doubt, his movies are great but sometimes he just goes overboard and people appreciate his total stupidity to be really really artistic, for example "Charlie And The Chocolate Factory".

But we're just going off topic here. But my main questions were,

1) What is the current obsession with Alice In Wonderland? Is it like a ticket to get yourself recognized as having an artistic mind? What's artistic about reusing an idea written in the 19th century over and over again?

and,

2) Why does Alice In Wonderland give me the creeps?! No, seriously. I'm sure its supposed to be a kids story and all but there is just something really creepy going on in there. The Grinning Cat, The Mad Hatter, The Chess Kingdom etc etc. Its just scary.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

A Leak At Kaiga Nuclear Power Plant And I'm Losing Hair!

There's been a nuclear leak at the Kaiga Atomic Power Plant in Karnataka. Now I'm not surprised something like this happened and so soon. Now, I'm not one of those crazy the-world-is-gonna-end cultists, and I actually am a supporter of the nuclear power drive that the government has, after all, we need all the power we can get. Most villages in India get about 8 hours of electricity in 24 hours. But I just can't accept that we're ready to take on such a huge responsibility. I fear that the general public in this nation still don't have the moral sensibility that if a nuclear fallout does take place, we'll be able to control it. I'm just dreading the day we'll have another Union Carbide incident on our hands. Which is basically because I'm sure we haven't completely thought through all the safety protocols when a disaster occurs. I'm also sure when a nuclear fallout does occur the government will set up a committee and they'll talk about what happened and the consensus will come in the next decade or after we've lost 2 or 3 generations of the families that were effected by the fallout.

Now the Kaiga Nuclear Power Plant has a leak and I start losing hair! And I'm not the only one. Everyone I know has started to lose hair right now. Men, women, animals, you name it, they're going bald. Even my tires (lol)! I'm sure you've figured out why I'm ranting about the leak. I've been freaked out by the amount of hair I see all over my apartment! Seriously, I wouldn't be surprised if there was a Erin Brockovich story going on here. I hope somebody sees this hair-loss as a clue to some huge environmental disaster and starts some research into it because its the only reason that's come to my mind.